i am ill.

having a fever of 38.8 degrees.
throat infection.
flu.
backache!

miserable!

went to the NE show.
lol.
post pic nxt time.

i wonder...

i am fucking tired.
shiok for training lol.

i didn't know i got so much bruises on my hands.
lol.

There's training tmr!
there is training!

i almost forgot that there is common test tmr.
lol.

Chomp~

rewards should be given to those who worked hard.
and not those who slacked.

Pondering.

hais.
i still sucks.

misery.

I CAN'T CONTROL IT!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
FUCK IT!
CCB.


i hate myself.

To all.
I'm sorry.

i can't control my fucking hell temper.
damn shit.

_|_

trust me.
my body have this massive energy,
that can last me till 4am again.



fuck.
how?

I and Aloysius.
reached sch at 7.55
haha. we go slack XD
sch is seriously boring.

played basketball at 222 today.
shocked. saw the BPS sec 3s.
lol.

my left calf cramped.
lol. while i was having a short nap at grandma hse.
i shouted "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"
then slowly fading...
then i went back to sleep. lol.

my toe hurts.
zzz.

ihavingtroubles.

pathetic fool.

sighed.
i really hate the sch new system.
fuck.
accidentally slept 3 times in class.
super pathetic.
fixed classroom. fixed seat.
_|_

felt like punching walls.
is this a part of growing?
having a fucking mood swing.
I JUST CAN'T CONTROL!

i seriously, hate the new school system.
asshole. no freedom =.="
no school stuffs.
walked back home today.
i really have nth to do.
just walk back.
same timing. 55mins.
walked till halfway legs got probs.
lol. weakling.
swear words came out of my mouth!
all aiming my legs.
reached home, changed, went out.
play basketball.
cannot tahan the temptation to play.
lol.
"Today is Block Party!"
dnt know why.
so happy everytime i reject a person ball.
i also happy people reject my ball, but not always.
lol.


):

1 out of 202 contacts is online.
it's 4.50 am now.

=.="

Block Party.

4.21am!

lol. still widely awake.

today, went out with Charles and Aloysius.
hehe. secret again.
hmm, 2 to around 5.
then Shameem came, Aloy go.
played soccer with two English guy.
lol. one of them said i 1.88cm.
lol. actually 1.83cm nia. lol.
that guy is taller than me. lol.
i injured still play soccer(:
haha. be goalkeeper nia.
cause.... i dnt know how to play! haha.
soccer noob(:
went home around 9
nvr eat dinner!
cus all spend on lunch no money eat dinner. =.="
went home, bathed, on comp, stomach grumbling.
lol. told dad i going out to eat "supper" lol.
wanted to eat Beef Hor Fun,
damn! stall CLOSED!
it's like only 11 o'clock!
went Interchange to see whether have anot...
well, DNT HAVE!!!!
saw Afiq at Interchange, lol.
went Kim San Leng!
haha, ate FISHBALLS noodles.
saw my mum at there too.
lol. she's back from her NDP training.
lol.
sian sian sian.


talk about ytd.
well, no sch stuffs to talk about,
Clement, Shawn, Charles, Shameem, Steven, Derrick,
went my house, i change, take ball, went off to play.
lol. actually going the sheltered court. then like... packed with people.
so... changed option.
went Bishan CC there.
hmm... BLOCK PARTY!
kept rejecting one guy...
becus the way he play like quite selfish,
damn bu shuang seeing it.
after that, went Kim San Leng eat lunch lol.
something lol happened too.
then went sheltered court,
from packed... became small groups.
played with raffles de people.
lol. their first attempt to score got rejected by me.
lol. can't forget, becus i saw the person giving an underestimating expression to me.
in the end lost. well close winning,
13 - 15
haha. losing is a part of winning.
in my lifetime i nvr got so much blocks in a day!
it's like more than 10!
omfg. lol.
one china guy told me,
Gai Chang.
which means Block Party!
lol. love this two words.
BLOCK PARTY!
lol.
nxt time go in court,
" it's block party time! "
lol. jkjk.
Clement, want to put your bag at my house again? (:
lol.

bored bored.
basketball off my schedule for the nxt few days!
injured =.="

loads of craps.

wishing alone.

dribble. dribble. dribble.
shoot.
chomp.

how can this happened to me?

Sch boring lol.
kinda of like robotics.
lol.

i go school to sleep and learn jokes nia.
lol.

i walked back home from school.
find it fun. lol.
bo liao just walk lor.
took me 1 hour to reach home. lol
if got chance i try walking to school,
if i can wake up early la.
lol.


it's just a can of coffee.


i have this feeling. is this fate?

musics can express your feelings

Yawn for sch.

Shouted at my Mum and Dad.
well, i'm sorry.
my attitude sucks today.
lol.
easily got fed up.

went for Dinner at 8.40 alone.
reach home at 9.40.
lol.
i went to explore the neighbourhood.
found one lonely place. lol.
i camp there weekends starting from now.
like being alone. lol.

It's all a part of growing.

just cut my hair.
woohoo! felt so light.
went malay barber to cut.
guess why?
all salon was close =.="
still, malay barber is still quite okay.
lol.

Sch, boring as usually as it is.

Big Mac!
i kinda of addicted to Big Mac.
lol.
i'm loving it.
LOL.
one staff of the Macdonald's told me,
" See You Tomorrow! "
wahseh. so highly expect me to come tomoro.
lol.
made a lot of jokes about the "See You Tomorrow"

Documentaries!!!!

life changing operation.

played bball today.
nth interesting to talk more about it.

well... today i found out that...
i've changed.
i get pissed off... EASILY.
mood swinging.

seriously, i need a change in me.

i've accept the facts that,
i'm weak.
i'm stupid.
i'm a fucker.
i'm an asshole.
i'm a piece of shit.



documentaries are better than sch.
In my Opinion.

i'm.
bored.

relax relax relax.

i craving for jolly shandy lol.


i bored.


4.53am.


clam down.

i'm lost for words.

today... went out with Charles and Aloysius.
lol. secret...

2 to 6 plus...
then 7pm went to play basketball.
lol.
played till 10.
then lights off =.=" fuck.
went to mac with new friends...
till 12mn lol.
cool.
felt weird wearing jersey in the middle of the night.
lol.

damn sian leh.



why?
i will be sad too.

god. no one is online.
=.="
Sch, is boring.

today dinnered with my mum at Subway...
lol. saw a lot of familiar faces at J8.
haha. lameshit.

what am i thinking?
it's impossible.
i just somehow...



Signing off.
4.00am is too early.

Leg cramped just now.
fuck.
lol.
this was how i shouted for help.
" CRAMP! CRAMP! DAMN! CRAMP! "
my brother helped me lol.
shouting in pain for a few minutes.

Sch, is as usual, bored.
played basketball.
with, Eugene, Marcus, Arthur, Pamela and LiXin.
hmm... interesting... lol.





coincidence? did you run just to see me?

Sch, is boring.
i'm sure Ms Teo stared at me when she was talking about consuming not enough food.
=.="



what did you realised or understand?
i'm not giving cold shoulders. i just dislike talking.