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not using this site anymore.

passing on to,
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ZOOMZ!

Amazing sight.

woots. let's talk about friday!
didn't go sch!
why?
becus i got flu!
ah chhooooo!!!
hahaha, but i went to SCH, after it has ended.
for training.
so shiok man the indoor hall!
power pack hse!

ytd, went NE show with many many ppl.
so fun.
photos can be seen in my facebook album.
went bowling after that.
god damn joke.

well, today sucks.
thumbs down.

Goal!~

it doesn't matter what place it is,
dirty or clean,
old or new,
the game must still go on.

woah!
i am super super cui right now.
i try out four different kind of vigorous exercise or sports,
for 4 different days respectively.

ytd, went played soccer.
damn fun sia.
but today woke up,
my whole body sore like mad dude!

today, went swimming with Sheng Hui, Winfred, and Andy.
shiok!
became darker.
woots. oleh oleh oleh!

darn damn cui.

nah.

yea. that's the way.

just working out day long.
tired, well...
somehow numbs everything.
i just wanna sleep. and forget everything.
i am sad.
fml.

went ball with timothy just now.
freaking tired.
turning in.

i just felt like going to the beach. in the middle of the fucking night.

resembles a sadist.

see that jiao face.
that's me!

sometimes i laugh, smile, joke, play.
hais, doesn't feel some kind of happy at all.
just been playing ball to numb it.
i felt lonely every single fucking time.
i hope that some angels will just land down from heaven to save me.

more i smile, more unhappy i am.

LOL. like one loner or sadist sial.
should have a nerdy name...
hmmm... maybe lonelyb0ib0i? emob0ib0i?
LMAO. lame.

ytd, went played ball with my bro,
lols. joke, play till somewhat a little funneh.
but at least i learned something.

today, yea.
effing sch.
boring siol. but somehow, with enuff sleep wont feel tired.
then after sch, went mac mac mac!
with Andy and Aloysius!
went home, then went gym with Andy, Winfred and Sheng Hui.
whaa! with them, felt super super comfortable and safe siol.
they like big bro to me sial!
thks thks bro!!!!

toooommmmmooooorrrooooo!
gonna fucking play some serious ball game man!

you must be observant! keep observing, and you'll know the fucking reason.

run run run.

running with all my might.
to my goal.

waseh man, there's still people browsing thru my blog siol.
wonder who ah.

damn damn tired siol nowadays.
schooling schooling schooling.
guess what, i figure that my time is super tight.
the time that i turn in to sleep are 8 - 10.
everyday after school, either gym, ball, or work.
intending to give out this work job to Shawn,
thinking he needed it more than i do.
earn quite much from this job. woots!

well, as there's world cup.
i just fuckkking hell bet 50 whole bucks for Germany win.
damn shit, watch the whole process of Carles Puyol freakkkking header.
lost that damn bucks.
shyttttty man.

today, school ended early.
went played pool with my usual cliques!
intended to go swim swim with Derrick.
well, rushing for time to play ball.
then nb!
went the sheltered court not one freakkkking person.
so another option, bishan cc.
went thr. phew, lucky got ppl to play with.
then my last few matches, woah,
those uncles super duper waseh man!
nb, every corner also can score.
play 4 sets, lose 4 sets.
_|_.
after the game, one uncle came to me,
complimented me.
happy. since i know i'm training hard,
efforts paid off. i improved.
as i clearly differentiate the ways i play now and the way i played in the past.
but well, still not that standard.
i will push myself harder.
for the sake of winning.

jump! higher and higher!

jump!
higher!
more confidently.
with high hopes.

youth day.
a really youthful day siol.

early morning my mum woke me up,
lmao, she kept on waking as if i having sch,
i just shouted, what?! i today no sch!
lol. she went on laughing as she forgot it was a public hol.
yea, slept till 12+?
went lunch with dad and bro.
went ball ball with Jason, Yong Liang and others.
they're from kcpss.

went Bishan CC,
then to sheltered court.
5 v 5 all the way!
woots!
after the match,
woots more!
10mins of cramp pain!
wtf wtf wtf.
damn damn pain.
lesson learned, stretching is important!
woahhhhhhhh!

my current life is super super messy sia.

what i owe is one walk to school with you.

i still owe you something.

retry?
there isn't any retry in life.

been sleepy in sch this few days.
slept in class soundly.
a damn teacher sound came to my ears.
yea _|_

MONEYYYYY!
haish. spent two three hundreds during the hols.
now still spending it.
wtf. cash flow must be stop.

man.

"life tough, therefore we train to be stronger."

gymmy neutral.

A "newfeeling".

"life is tough but wonderful."
haha, a quote from my primary sch teacher.
yea, my life
-> Schooling, Gym, Swim, Ball.
Standard these 4.
hoping for some part time jobs that doesn't clashes my activities.
why need money?
woah, many things to buy, yea.
dad kinda of jobless too.

my time management is super bad.
always been late.
nah, have to change now.
this is a "newfeeling"
hah, been reading Reader's Digest recently.
interesting learnt that word.

woots. thank you TIMOTHY!
i starting to change my scared to the "newfeeling",
not afraid of swimming dude.
lol. furthermore i did improve in it.
woots woots.
hahaha.
gym-ed with him too.
woots. whole body, woots! "newfeeling"
hahaha.
kinda of addictive on that word.

i must train harder!
self self motivation.
been reading quotes all the time nowadays.
" One day of practice is like One day of clean living"
-forgot who quote it.

i can.
i believe.
"newfeeling"!

lost some hope.

Distancing myself with the world.
Hoping to find a new world.

been so so so long!~
back here.
a lot of things to say eh!

exams, hais.
failed two subs - eng, humans
work harder nxt time!

just went for the Outward Bound Camp,
whoa! learned lots and lots of stuffs.
starting to appreciate things more.
a lot of difficult moment sio, hahaha, still overcome it.
first day i kept using swear words on it,
then somehow my thinking of it change,
suddenly everything damn fun!
woohoo!
guess what?
i slept while i was kayak-ing
i still paddle even though i sleeping, that's the most epic part.
3 days sea expedition leh,
Ubin to Pasir Ris, then camp at thr,
After that Pasir Ris still Punggol OBS thr, camp thr also,
then finally Punggol back to Ubin.
Three full days never bath!
woots, shiok leh,
came back full of body acne. =,="
a lot a lot a lot of things to say,
ha, but then it's too much thing liao, lol.

now, i think i need to do some training,
to get back the form, nvr give up!
persevere!
I Will WIN!

confused.

This is what is in my mind right now.

seriously shit.

There's always something beautiful,

on the pathway.

I'm tired.

summarizing today.

sch, sleep, play ball, go clement hse,

play 2k7, home.

LOL.

seriously very tired.

X.X

i am wondering.

hoping it's not true.

everything starts with a question mark.

Sometimes i wonder, think, investigate, observe,

ponder, experiment.

All for an answer to the question mark.

Dude, woke up at 3am,

just to do the work =.="

spend two hours doing it.

haha, nvr listen in class, that's why.

managed to figure out something,

while teaching it.

i realise it.

sometimes, teaching others,

can results self-learning.

hmm...

kinda of like philosophy.

today, my day sucks.

firstly, i couldn't fit myself in the bus.

had to take mrt instead,

but met Eugene, Sherman and Marcus in it.

played ball after sch,

having leave for the NDP.

happyshit!

i experienced hyperventilate today.

got damn it. it is fun and sucky!

i swear i dreamt of something happy,

and then, got smack in the face and woke up.

damn.

the most funny, sebastian fell when he was fainting.

man, that's was so funny!

went ate dinner at hse nearby,

on the way to bishan cc,

hoping got ball to play,

kns. stomach felt unwell.

damn, chiong to the cc.

and wtf, all the toilets are the squatting type.

man, i squat for 10-15 mins.

it sucks.

and then, no ball to play in the end =.="

on the way home,

man. i was not running or walking,

i think i was flying.

the pain in my stomach... WOOO!!!

learnt a lesson.

not to eat TOO MUCH.

finding some jobs...

man, it's tough.

cutting hair? maybe? maybe not?

lazy to cut sia.

hahaha, wait till get caught then say,

boring!

Sometimes, sitting alone is fun too.

Haha, yea.

been jogging and sprinting recently.

my running shoes, man it's LIGHT!

felt like i could fly~

haha, incredulous... credulous...

DLD...

man... that was like so long ago.

hahaha, came to think abt it.

find it stupid.

yea.....

maybe i should...

yea, fuck off.

i wanna see you.

Run and run.
Till i find an answer.

imy.

Starting off again.

Fundamentals! Foundation!
Everything falls before it has started.

School sucks =.="
lessons super boring.
except the SS class,
lol, the relieve teacher...
GOOD ROLE MODEL for the other teachers!
LOL, seriously.

i spending hell lots of munii.
not going out during weekends.
saving munii......
seriously fucked'up.