well.
end of the sickness of tired.
wanna continue...
but pointless.
dnt know what the fucking point.
just end everything up.
matures? inmatures?
cannot differentiate de meh?
talking also hurts de.
very xinku most of the time.

i dnt have any mood swings or attitude prob.
just that sometimes is very hard to communicate.
i gave in really a lot.
well... is still all Fucked'Up.
not even one time when we talk i am happy de.
is very Fucked'Up most of the time i talk to you.

i know that friends is important.
but it is too unreasonable le ba.
well. this is not i want.
just felt sad about this.
you just cant understand it.
even if i told you.

i'm sad and confused.
not becuz i lost you.
is just that it is very Fucked'Up.
i can say that i regretted.
for everything.