blink blink blink.
i'm lost.
truly lost.
punching walls doesn't help either.
what is the fucking prob inside me?
i felt very very empty.
it's not that i lost any girlfriends or peer pressure or anything...
i just lost myself.
staying up all night thinking...
it's been years...
experiencing stabbing for years.
it never numbs.



how i wish i was not born.

no one knows me.
not even one.