my fuck'ed life.

currently now is 2am.
lol.
i shall tell you all about my holiday life.

EVERYDAY, i slept at a range of 2am - 5am.
and WOKE at a range of 1pm - 4pm.
lol.
i been watching documentary shows all day.
lol.
Mythbusters and Dirty Jobs!!!
whoo!! the shows rocks!
lol.
watch movies too.
*not porn movies

hmm...
my life sucks.
lol. that's how i define my life.
Play, Watch, Eat, Sleep.
everyday...
meaningless life.
damnassit.

but i found out that even it's like 3am...
people were still hanging their clothes as i observed from my room window.
and people shout when they get nightmare... and it was nearly 5am.
and i only slept half a hour... whereas i couldn't sleep and happened to had a friendly match the next day.

and this is the first time that i nvr get ill in june holiday!!!
first time!!!
lol.
but it was worse than being ill.
haha. worse to hell.

this holiday...
i got this thinking...
that i want to be fat.
skinny sucks!
zzz
hate being pushed around...
being tall is have no benefit if i'm skinny...
although i am 1.84cm growing an average of 1cm per month is no use!
fuck!
hais.

I want....